Lately the dreams I have at night or during naps are way too savage, reminding me of things I don’t want to be reminded of. They were close to events that has happened a long time ago, just with a small differences of scenes.
I could feel the anger and all sorts of feelings in my dreams. It’s like reminding me what made me fall and what brought out the fire in me like a silent assassin climbing all the way to the top without anyone noticing.
But the only thing that I realize that was distinctively different was the reactions I posed. Instead of keeping myself quiet and dealing with it internally, I find myself speaking out, shouting out my opinions. That is something I can’t do in real life because in my culture and environment, it may scream rude or disrespectful.
I wish I know how dreams really work because I find myself wondering why would I dream up of things like this? What’s the correlation and does it mean something?
Too bad dreams are something one can’t really ever understand so I treat it like it’s a cool nightly movie in my head.